Staring blindly outside, I peered through the rain drenched windows. The torrential downpour was the perfect accompaniment for the events unfolding in my ER room. My body was numb, devoid of any emotional sensations. I felt dead inside. In too much shock from the verdict delivered by the ER doctor, my eyes were too dry for tears. My baby, joy of my life, was Continue reading →
She was intrigued by the lack of emotional stimulation felt deep inside her soul. SHE ONLY SHED ONE TEAR…
She theorized in her spirit that she had been at this place in her life too many too many times before , and these emotions had now been silenced by a concrete wall of avoidance to glisten and make shiny her guilt.
It was only six short months ago she had missed her menses for two months . In her line of occupation, conception was a drawback not a great blessing bestowed upon the most fortunate; thus, it could not be allowed to sustain if she was to be able to sustain her own life. SHE DISTANTLY REMEMBERED THINKING WHAT THE BIRTHDAY OF THE LAST CHILD WOULD HAVE BEEN … Continue reading →